Mudik lagi.. (menjenguk engkong yg sakit)

confusing..

Do i have to go??
Or stay??

How much money i'll spend to go there, only 1day then back again jogja??

If i stay then, what will i do here?
My family called me many time, and asked me to come if i had free time..

if they asked me about time?
I was busy, and i will always busy..
but if its about family matter..
I can't say NO
I always have free time..

About money..??
It's not mine..
I dont care much about money
I think u'll do everything
Spend more money to make them happy
And its ok..

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rain so hard..
I'm waiting for sancaka train at 4pm.
I'll go to kediri, meet my grandpa..

Hope the best for engkong..
U spend more money n tym for me..
now its my tym..
Hope i have more chance to make u proud.


i remembered
The time u came jogja with sancaka train at 1pm, just to see me n my family,
We went somewhere, and had our lunch..
Then at 4pm, u go back again with the same train(sancaka) in the same day..

U never think about money and time..
U never feel tired..


Thanks engkong..

AME - The Rain - Hujan

     Ame.  Hitotsu  hitotsu    kie te yuku,   ame no naka. Mitsumeru  tabi ni    kanashiku  naru. Kasa mo  sasa zu    futari  damat te  iru wa. Sayounara,    watashi no koi.  Omoikiri  nai te    tsuyoku  daka re tai keredo ima no  watashi wa  toosugiru,    anata ga.  Ame wa  tsumetai kedo    nure te  i tai no, anata no  nukumori o    nagasu kara. Ame wa  tsumetai kedo    nure te  i tai no, omoide mo  namida mo    nagasu kara.  Sotto  anata    watashi no  te o  hikiyose saigo no  kotoba    sagashi te  ru no? Dakedo  watashi    nai tari nanka  shi nai. Namida wa    ame no  sei yo.  Omoikiri  nai te    anata ni  daka re tai kedo Nani mo  ira nai.    Kono  mama  soba ni  i te.  Ame wa  tsumetai kedo    nure te  i tai no, anata no  nukumori o    nagasu kara. Ame wa  tsumetai kedo    nure te i tai no, omoide mo  namida mo    nagasu kara.  Omoikiri nai te    tsuyoku  daka re tai keredo ima no  watashi wa  too-sugiru,    anata ga.  Ame wa  tsumetai kedo    nure te i tai no, anata no  nukumori o    nagasu kara.         The Rain.  Pleasant memories are disappearing one after one into the rain. As often as our eyes meet, I feel more and more sorrowful. We are in silence without an umbrella. Good-bye, my love!  I want to cry as bitterly as I can, and I wish you to hold me tight. But I feel as if you were far away from me.  The rain is cold, but I'll be drenched in it, 'cause it washes your warmth away from me. The rain is cold, but I'll be drenched in it, 'cause it washes pleasant memories and my tears.  You drew my hand near yourself. Are you looking for a good expression of farewell? I'll never cry. The drops on my cheeks are raindrops.  I hope to cry on your chest. I want nothing but staying with you.  I want to cry as bitterly as I can, and I wish you to hold me tight. But I feel as if you were far away from me.  The rain is cold, but I'll be drenched in it, 'cause it washes your warmth away from me.